I ruptured there, behind the old tales of decades past that sang like ancient bells, still ringing, and singing, and yearning to be revived. There’s a darkness in the realm of hard times and the grim that shadows the earth like a blanket in deep dark wind. And, I tried to suppress, yes, I tried […]Read more "What can I do?"
Write…just write. And the words peel away from my fingers, as I sit trying to sift through the nonsense of my mind. Shadowed figures dance between the two sides of my brain, creating circles of darkened rhymes. And here I am left amidst my own nuisances and own freewill, to try and grasp at any […]Read more "Write"
you were my muse that inspired worlds, and I used you to paint my pictures with words. to try and express, the darkest parts of the healing within my mind. myself. to who? to you? no, you were a cloth that I adorned my wounds in. you were the bruise that I beat into for […]Read more "muse"
it never stops. this healing happens every single day.Read more "self-work"
an instant of differing perception to cast a shadow on a flowery gaze – a heart yearning for completion – a mind tricking, the joker plays – i found a moment of exaction, tainted by a moment of cause – i fed the animal of attraction and draped my wounds in a cotton gauze. i […]Read more "falling"
this is an entirely new chapter sculpted from the lessons that grew my soul. -thankful.Read more "You."
i’m sleepless, i lay wide awake, with memories and hopes and tales my mind creates, because falling into you, means falling out of him, and this breaks me entirely into again. -he always was my heart.Read more "sleepless"